crackas,

You MUST go and check out my Myspace webpage. Why? Because I said. Now bye bye!

http://www.myspace.com/razor666blade

NOW go there and live your pathetic lives.... Message me if you do have a Myspace account. Why? Because I said. Now, Im bored, in need of a shower, and i need to get some relief of the stomach ache I have. BYE!

Love, ME

Hey there,

Happy death to Turkey day!!!!
How the world today? I'm good, this could be better things could be worse. So how was my week your asking? Well it's only Thursday, so why are you asking? Well it was good a really good friend of mine, Greg, is leaving to move to his dads. Kinds sucks when a good friend is leaving. I think hes leaving because like I dunno I guess it's his attitude. He alreghty got suspended and got ISS. Strange, how people can chance over summer vacation. I'm not sayin' he was a saint last year but..... yeah.....

I'm kinda mad at myself because I read the date wrong on the HIM concert. I don't know how but I though it saud the 22nd and it was really on the 5th. Don't ask how that happned,.... It just did. Ahh I wont see them till 2007!!!!! Thats a looooooonnnngggg time for one you your favourtie bands. Good Charlotte is doin' their tour over in places like, Africa, Chilie, and places like that. I also need to call Holland I haven't seen her scince like..... a MONTH!!! Wow. No wait i saw her the other day when I was walking to my bus and she stuck her head out the bus window... and I threw a candy wrapper at her because it was sticky... Haha

Theres one new kid at my team now. He was in my 4th grade class. And I'm sittin' there in umm 5th perid goin' "Where have I seen him, come on concious, look. Oh yeah Taylor Evans from Mrs. Petersons class.... no wait Peterson was 3rd grade... thinking...... who was your fourth grade teacher.... Mrs....Mrs.... Levers!!! No...that was 5th AND 4th thats why!" and then I trailed off there.... I had some weird teacher names. OK heres a list of all the names of my teachers from 1st to 5th. It's weird that I remembered all of their names... well most..

1. Mrs. Christian
   
2. Ms. Dunt... I think it was.... it started with a 'D'
3. Ms. Peterson & Mr. Boone
   
4. Mrs. Leevers & Ms. Pasquarello
5. Mrs. Fichtemaier (she WAS Ms. Paswuarello she got married) & Mrs. Agapidis (greek teacher) and Mrs. Leevers

Creepy huh..... Well heres a story I wrote with my spare time.... like the one I wrote last time but this one is funny and its about a girl and a battle with the voice in her head.... its rather hiliarous...

Green = Voice
Purple = Girl

*Argh, today SUCKED!!*
*huh? Oh yeah it did*

*Were were you today??*
*I was riding a llama in the corfields of Peru*
*Sounds like you had fun. Fucking A my day fucking sucked, first i fell on my ass in the middle of the hall right infrotnt of Brandon. Second i fall asleep in English and get detention for like 4 days man this sucks*
*OH OH Break down time -dances- i like to move it move it i like to move it move it*
*What am i going to do with you????!!!*
*well the realestate lady is commin by today, im movin out*
*Great, so theres going to be more than one voice in my head??? God im goin insane*
*tsk tsk. I though i taught you better*
*OHHH MY SONG!!! *dose the compton ass terry dance- iall the pimps in the crip ma, drop it like its hot drop it like its hot .*
*And i though the world couldent get any stupider... here i was proved wrong.. -grabs TV remote- Hopefully, Jackass, Viva La Bam or Homewrecker is on... oh hey speak of the devil Jackass is on*
*aww thats wrong my llama loving companion???*
*your drummers new hair-do is freakin me out!*
*ahh ignore his hair ... HEY!!!! How come you didnt tell me Jackass was on!?!?!?!?!* *you were a little to busy*

And that my Sweethearts is all... sorry if i havent updated latley...

Hey there,

So hows the world today? I've been pretty sucky, just sittin on the comp listen' to B.F.M.V (Bullet for my Valentine) and F.F.A.F (Funeral For a Friend) And M.M (Maralyn Mansion) and just some hardcore metal crap like that. I kinda miss listen' to all my hardcore shit. Ive been listen to so much HIM that ive gone nuts so I'm just gonna take a break for a while, am I making any sence?

The faam is bein weid. Did i mention im over at my Uncles? Well this post and the lat one I posted on my Uncles comp. Better than my comp I don;t have sound on mine and it sucks. I miss skateboarding, I didn't bring my board with me :(. Or my guitar so I couldn't practice any songs for the cd!! My grandma took away my beanies!! I haven't been sleeping alot, like on and off. Sleep for like 30 mins then wake up for like 4 hrs. So over all the the past 2 days I've gottes like 5 hrs of sleep. My cus Adrianana is complaining so much. Remind me when I have kids to pray for a boy. At least I can tun him into a Bam Margera!

Adrianana reminds me of an elf. Shes like 3ft tall, blonde hair, and a SQUEAKY voice. And when she dosen't get something she wants she complains, crys, begs, dose what she can. I'm not saying I'm complaining or anything. Dose it sound like I am? Well cracka, I'm not. I'm just sayin' its annoyin'! The air show is this April. Ya know Air show = Naval Airplanes and crap like that intresting huh?

I'm bored and I guess thats all I have to say for now. Well I unno. I guess I'm just complaining because I'm just bored as all heck. Haha my Uncle thinks I cant type without lookin at the keyboard. I'm bored and my Uncles plaing Christmas muic right behind me and I cant hear my FAVE Maralyn Mansion song over it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! he wont shut it of!!!!!!!!!!!!! I;m gonna go get my Maralyn Mansion cd blast it all the way up and drown out the world see ya!

TTFN ta ta for now

Hello There,

Well I'm having a good weekend.... so far. I've ben at my Uncles, so things are good. I've been listening to alot of bands I USED to listen to before I became such a big HIM fan. It's like when you focus all you attention to one band you kinda forget all the others. So latley i've been listening to: Love Lies Bleeding, Bullet for my Valentine, Atreyu, Underoath, Coldplay, Maralyn Mansion, Blink 182, The Used. And junk like that mostley Bullet for my Valentine. They're awsome! So yeah it's all good. Bored, tired, in need of a shower. lol, I unno what to say. Well I could talk about how my song writings going so far. I guess its pretty good, I have more plans for the cd well at least lyric wise. Like the last thing I posted up about the cd i decided not to do because its a load of bull crap. And it like I unno its like what Ville Hermanni Valo said (if you wached 'Bam Margera presents HIM youll know what im talkin about) like he said "Theres so much love in my life, its hard to be a miserable song writer when you unmiserable" ! And its the stinkin' truth theres so much love in my life that it is kind of hard to write depressing love songs when your not sad. You probally dont know what Im talking about but theres 2 people who know. And one of them dose, and thats a good friend of mine Britt. Shes awsome. She also got to meet Ville Valo! Im glad they HIM is a DOWN TO EARTH not stuck up rockstars... Well I guess thats all I have to say for a while. Until I get home and up-date there TTFN ta ta for now!

Eveliina.

Hey there,

So whats up people? I had a good week, of course it's Thursday and all. But we don;t have school on Friday a.k.a Nov 11th! I know Im stupid sometimes. Well my Uncle Sean came over, hes an awsome uncle. We lost yesterdays hockey game it sucked. I was mad, as always! Apparantley my new nick name to 'Manda (my sister Amanda) its Capitan Emo now, I dont know why. It just is. I dont know what to say really so i feel like just posting some pictures up.:

Hey there,

I had a pretty booring weekend, blah blah blah. So on and so forth, I talked to my Grandma, my aunt got a well I dont have any clue what so ever how you spell it, its like that think where you get some organs taken out... It starts with an "H". I think. I also got the adress to where my Uncles jail is. I really miss him even though I don't know him all that much. And thats not a good thing either. Well enough about my personal life! Well, hmmm I cant wait until the HIM concert! Its on November 22 and it's $23.22 so I really have to save up my money! Its at Jannus Landing so my mom said she'll see if one of her work friends can take me. I forgot her name but my mom said she was a REALLY big HIM fan, and that her and her husband or boyfriend may take me with them ( I dont know if shes married or not so yeah). Oh yeah! Our Winter Concert is on December 7th and I have 7 pieces of music to learn!!! Hmm the music is, Up On the Housetop, 1st Rockin' Christmas, Hanukkah song, Prestige March, Cymbals Simon, Christmas March, and Mary Ann. So yeah, I can't really say it's easy but I can't say it's hard because I'm one who REALLY knows that if you practice you get better. I guess it's a family thing.

I also listen'd to a really good song a while ago and now its like my new fave' song and its called "Pitiful" by Blindside. I'll post it up on the 'Songs' part of my blog thinger-dinger. It's a really good song it's like screamo though. But do I care, no. Oh crap! Science projects are comming up to, I plan on doing I don't remember it had something to do with battries, i think. I have to ask my teacher now!!!... hmm..... Rawr, I'm a dinosaur. Haha that was random. I guess. Well I;m getting really good in math now, I guess thats also good. I managed from an F to a B. HEY! That is good. Welp (my vocabulary) Heres my Christmas list:

• Tony Hawk's American Wasteland.
• My Chemical Romance "Three Cheers For Sweet Revenge"
  
• From First to Last "Dear Diary, My teen angst has a body count"
• HIM "Deep Shadows and Brilliant Highlights", "And Love Said No, Greatest hits 1997-2004"
• And a Ville Valo poster you can find over at www.hottopic.com
  

Well thats it for me. Until next time TTFN ta ta for now!

Eveliina (my nickname i only go by that now)

Hey there,

I just finished reading a REALLY good book called, In the Forests of the Night, by Amelia Atwater-Rhodes. It's about a 300yr old Vampire, a powerful one, named Risika, who will remain to look as fresh as a 17 year old. Changed against her will by Ather her blood mother. Risika , who sleeps in Concord Massachutess *sp?* by day and is hunting in New York by night. Risika being one of the most powerful Vampires recieves a message from Aubrey, the same message she recieved 300 years ago one the eve of her mortal death as Rachel. The "message" or so should I say gift she recieved 300 years ago was the same kind of black rose she recieved on her pillow when she had killed one of Aubrey's servants on his own land. Now all Vampires know to now hunt on one anothers land for it is apposed of a threat. and blah blah blah ill finish it later.......

heres some weird thing that I wrote I didn't pay attention when I was writing it that I had no clue what I was writing. I was just pouring out what was going on in my mind and heart out onto a piece of paper. Its kida like a story anyways its cool. I call it: fuck! What did I name it umm.... I dunno but here it is! its like a guy is talking to the girl (I like to call them Romeo and Juliet) about starting to love again and it has a TRAGIC ending but ill write my own version of Romeo And Juliet later on in my life probally tomorrow! ^-^ or tonight ^-^ See ya and enjoy bitches! (Feel free for agressive swishy arm movements)
Pinkish/Purple: Juliet
Dark Blue: Romeo
Blueish: whats happening when theres no dialoug *sp?*

*You never loved me*
*You never gave me a chance*
*Why should I?*
*I know this is tearing you inside but just give me a chance*
*A chance for what?*
*A chance to let me love you, a chance to take your pain away, if only for a few moments*
*I'm sorry, I just cant.. I don't want to get hurt anymore, im just scared of all this*
*So what, will you shut me out and act all of this ever happen'd?*
*it's alot better than getting hurt, I don't think I could survive if you broke my heart*
*I don't think I could either*
Silentley crying the both stood there under the moon light
Silentley griving for your loss of love
But maby, it could bloom...
This lost love
Could grow on both of them
*Will you just try... just say it, just once*
*I love you, but I can never allow my self to be in love with you*
*You could if your tried*
*I'm tired of trying*
*Things aren't going to just happen. You have to work at them darling*
*How is this going to work?*
*We'll just have to live time as it is, fate is fate, Love only knows what is going to happen. You just have to work with it and let go of the past and live the future as it is sweetheart*
** love you**
As the rain poured down, the two just gazed into eachothers crying eyes, and met in a firery passionate kiss until only a pair of bright lights could only be seen. Blackness soon took over Romeo & Juliet, as the driver was too drunk to realise what happned and soon hit a patch of smooth ice and toppled over a hill and the body nor the car was never found

The two had died together in eachothers arms, knowing Love would bring them togeter in death for an eternity. When Love and Death Embrace. Together in Life and Death.
Hearts were ment to be broken by love.


So how was it? I just though it was pretty cool. I had finished it before I realised what I was writing, hehe. *Hey guys please dont drink and drive. I know you have heard it thousands of times before, but help stop it and drink responsibly**This was deticated to all the people who were in love and lost their life to drunk drivers**

Tiger! Tiger! Burning bright,
In the Forest of the night,
With immortal hand or eye
could frame thy fearful symmetry

In that distant deeps or skys,
Burning fire of thine eyes?
On wings dare he aspire?
What hand dare he seize the fire?

And what shoulder and what art,
Could twist the sinews of thy heart?
And when thy heart began to beat,
What dread hand? And what dread feet?

What the hammer?
What the chain?
In the furnace was thy brain?

What the anvil?
What dread gasp?
Dere it's deadly terrors clasp?

When the stars threw down their spears,
And watered heaven with their tears,
Did He smile His work to see?
Did He who make the Lamb make me?

Tiger! Tiger! Burning bright,
In the forest of the night,
What immortal hand or eye,

Dare frame thy fearful symmetry.

William Blake

Hey guys these are just some.... SONGS! did I not tell you I was wrighting songs now! hehe
Here is the track to the songs on my cd. well like DEMO cd and yeah ...... well like the song track thingamagityboo:

1. Me against the world.. Me against myself.
2. Love in a heartbeat
3. They dont love you, you spoiled bitch.
4. Indication of a Laugh
5. The Truth **
6. Vampires will never hurt you, who said I was a Vampire?
7. if you love something set it free if it comes back it was ment to be. If it dosent it just wasent.
8. And all the wounds that are ever gonna scar me
9. Haha! By the time your done reading this song title you wouldent of realised it dosent say anything you dumb fuck! {<-- actuall name of song so ya know]}

**= a song that i covered in this case Good Charlotte's The Truth.. i got the singing i need to learn piano.